Odds & sods

Today is election day in Canada. Please vote. Please do it with kindness and consideration for our planet and for the people who most need help.

This month, I’ve been collecting quotes and links about humanity and the earth. Here are some that touched me the most.

“The plain fact is that the planet does not need more successful people. But it does desperately need more peacemakers, healers, restorers, storytellers, and lovers of every kind. It needs people who live well in their places. It needs people of moral courage willing to join the fight to make the world habitable and humane. And these qualities have little to do with success as we have defined it.”

Ecological Literacy: Educating Our Children for a Sustainable World by David W. Orr

We are alive for the briefest moment. But that time is a gift from the universe… What’s important with the time you have?

A beautiful poem of loss and hope by Frederick Joseph.

More mourning and hope from another beautiful writer, John Green.

A couple of these links include powerful examples of humanity’s “temporal range,” the amount of time humans have existed. The Overstory by Richard Powers (one of the best books I’ve read), includes another, which I’ve copied below. I hope you’ll read this passage and think about our place in the world and the impact we have.

“Say the planet is born at midnight and it runs for one day.

First there is nothing. Two hours are lost to lava and meteors. Life doesn’t show up until three or four a.m. Even then, it’s just the barest self-copying bits and pieces. From dawn to late morning–a million million years of branching–nothing more exists than lean simple cells.

Then there is everything. Something wild happens, not long after noon. One kind of simple cell enslaves a couple of others. Nuclei get membrances. Cells evolve organelles. What was once a solo campsite grows into a town.

The day is two-thirds done when animals and plants part ways. And still life is only single cells. Dusk falls before compound life takes hold. Every large living thing is a latecomer, showing up after dark. Nine p.m. brings jellyfish and worms. Later that hour comes the breakout–backbones, cartilage, an explosion of body forms. From one instant to the next, countless new stems and twigs in the spreading crown burst open and run.

Plants make it up on land just before ten. Then insects, who instantly take to the air. Moments later, tetrapods crawl up from the tidal muck, carrying around on their skin and in their guts whole worlds of earlier creatures. By eleven, dinosaurs have shot their bolt, leaving the mammals and birds in charge for an hour.

Somewhere in that last sixty minutes, high up in the phylogenetic canopy, life grows aware. Creatures start to speculate. Animals start teaching their children about the past and the future. Animals learn to hold rituals.

Anatomically modern man shows up four seconds before midnight. The first cave paintings appear three seconds later. And in a thousandth of a click of the second hand, life solves the mystery of DNA and starts to map the tree of life itself.

By midnight, most of the globe is converted to row crops for the care and feeding of one species. And that’s when the tree of life becomes something else again. That’s when the giant trunk starts to teeter.”

What kind of person are you?

Canada flag

What kind of person are you? What do you care about? What is important?

This week is Earth Day. Next week is the election.

For me, these two events are linked. The way we treat each other. The way we treat our Earth. The choices we make.

I want a world where my child can live safely. Where she has clean air and water, food, equal rights and opportunities. What I want for her, I want for everyone.

Pierre Poilievre and the Conservatives do not. His statements on minorities, the environment, and human rights represent a future that I do not want for my daughter. His voting record shows he repeatedly refuses to help those who need it most.

He is following a path laid by Donald Trump.

Every so often you hear people say, “If I was in Germany in the 1930s, I would have spoken up. I wouldn’t have gone along.” This is the moment to not go along. To ensure we do not put self-interest, fear, the economy ahead of human rights and the well-being of our fellow humans. This is not about taxes or tariffs. It is about how we exist in the world and who we are.

Government is flawed. However, government holds a lot of power. The officials we elect decide about drilling, pipelines, mining, logging, damming and how we treat our environment. They decide how we treat each other, particularly those who are different than us or in the minority.

It can feel like we are powerless to affect any change. Voting is one way to exercise some power.

In answering the questions at the start of this post, I think most people would say that they are kind, considerate, helpful. Now is the time to prove it. Vote with kindness and consideration. Vote to help those who need it.

Odds & sods

March Break was always a highlight for me when I was growing up. A whole week off school. This year, it was a highlight again. Ellie and I didn’t do anything extravagant. We rested, played outside, puttered around and enjoyed the time. Ellie returned to her bike and learned to skip. The power of simple things, being together and enjoying this special place always amazes me. We had such a special week.

The highlight of the week was ordering our birds! Thank goodness the coop is close to being done.

I’ve also made progress on some other projects. The office is nearly finished, and I’ve made most of my selections for the bathroom. I’ll be sharing some updates soon.

Here are some other highlights from March.

I got to visit this special home and reconnect with some special people. Every detail was so carefully considered.

I took my Dad’s air compressor and my chop saw to a “dare to repair” workshop. The services were free, and the volunteers got both tools working again. I’m so glad to be able to reuse rather than replace.

Climate change is happening, and our homes, cities and towns are not built for this.

Canada is in an election campaign. The Conservatives are following Donald Trump in their strategy, philosophies and policies. This is not the direction I want for Canada. I encourage you to vote and vote strategically.

Book of the month is The Overstory. It was devastating and beautiful. The writing is amazing.

“But people have no idea what time is. They think it’s a line, spinning out from three seconds behind them, then vanishing just as fast into the three seconds of fog just ahead. They can’t see that time is one spreading ring wrapped around another, outward and outward until the thinnest skin of Now depends for its being on the enormous mass of everything that has already died.”

The Overstory by Richard Powers

With only one day left in March, I’m looking ahead to April. This week has four (!) family birthdays. I’m also meeting with a cabinet maker who will hopefully be a good fit for our bathroom. Then there’s the coop, the office, teaching… life is full.

What was the highlight of March for you? Have you heard of repair clinics like the one I went to? I encourage you to seek them out in your area. Anyone else feeling anxious about this election? Who else is wrapping up projects? Or looking ahead to new arrivals!

Odds & sods

February has been a month of ups and downs.

Ups: Snow like we haven’t had in years (thank goodness for our farmer and his big tractors). (A little) more project progress. Ellie’s birthday.

Downs: I got sick.

February took my word of the year–care–and gave me a hard reminder that I need to take more care. I was sicker than I’ve been in a long time. Five days of chills, aches, not sleeping, and generally feeling miserable. Projects halted, the couch and I spent a lot of time together, my focus became what was absolutely necessary and going to bed early.

I of course was extremely frustrated to be so unproductive.

But I know I’ve been pushing myself for years and I need to take better care of myself. I’m hoping this illness was the wake up call I need. I’ve been slowly working my way back. I haven’t made any significant progress on the office, bathroom or coop. I’m taking twice as long to mark my students’ latest assignment. I’m going to bed about an hour earlier than usual (sometimes more). I’m still a bit frustrated at what I see as a lack of productivity, but I’m also proud of myself for making smarter choices.

Here are some of the things I’ve been up to this month.

I am not a rock climber, but I love watching super capable people do incredible things. This climb is epic, but the partnership is even more special.

Also incredible? This kayaker who was “swallowed” by a whale

Other favourite documentaries I watched while stuck on the couch: Edge of the Unknown, The Rescue.

“Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.”

Desiderata by Max Ehrmann

I’m finishing off the month with a surprise adventure day for Ellie’s birthday (celebrations have been epic), lunch with a friend, a consultation for the bathroom renovation, and hopefully a return to the coop.

How has February been for you? Have you had any celebrations? Illnesses? What is your snow situation? Any documentary recommendations?

Odds & sods

The year is off to a great start for us. The pond has been frozen this whole month, so we have been skating. It’s so special to be able to walk down the hill and go skating on our own pond. I also took Ellie skiing for the first time, and I’ve gone snowshoeing twice.

I jumped right into a few projects and have been making great progress (updates to come). Progress is always so motivating for me.

We even had a glimpse into what’s ahead for us this spring when we went to a backyard poultry workshop and got to meet some newly hatched ducklings (click through the slideshow above for fuzzy cuteness).

Life is full and fun.

Here are some other things that I noticed this month:

A beautiful ode to a hammer

I love this church-inspired home. The antique furniture in the kitchen is an amazing look.

I’ve been using Floorplanner.com to map out some of this year’s home goals. It’s easy to use, free, and is a great tool to visualize my plans.

Mel Robbins is a new-to-me podcaster. Her Best of 2024 episode was full of interesting people and impactful advice. Most of all, it confirmed I’m on the right track with some of my choices.

Of the 37 books I read last year, Eve by Cat Bohannon is a standout. By page 10, I wanted everyone I know to read it. I think everyone (regardless of whether I know you or not) should read at least the introduction.

“If the story of our ancestors is about anything, it’s about survival. Hunger, and migration–the unyielding force of Death, driving us ever forward and out, into the gray line of a long horizon. That is where we came from. It drives us even now.”

Eve by Cat Bohannon

How has January been for you? Where are you finding inspiration? Anyone else have a standout book from last year? Who else has been getting outside? What’s motivating you?

Word of the year: Care

Sunrise over a field of grass and snow with a large tree and black dog

On a snowy Christmas Eve, as Cigo and I walked around the back field, I finally figured out my word of the year. Care.

In some ways, care is an extension of last year’s word of the year: rest. Rest is a stretch for me, and I feel like I still have a long way to go to incorporate more rest into my life. In fact, for awhile I thought rest would be 2025’s word of the year too. But I wanted something slightly different this year.

Tromping around the field, the word “careful” came to me. Not meaning to be cautious, but to be full of care. The concept immediately connected with me. As I walked on and thought of all the different parts of my life where I want to be care-full, I decided my word of the year would be care.

Part of my goals this year is to work more on caring for myself. How I treat my body in terms of work around the farm, the food I eat, the time that I sleep, the walks I go on, the rest I take.

It’s also about being careful how I spend my time, my money, my attention. Nurturing the relationships that are important to me. Giving Ellie my full attention, staying connected with friends, helping my family as I can.

It’s also care for this farm. Working on our home is important to me and a big source of joy. Having a property and a house means maintaining them. With this farm, I also want to take more steps to improve our land. In this way, I am caring for our environment and my little part of the world.

Here’s to the year ahead, a year of care. I wish you happy new year and all the best for 2025.

Catch up on past words of the year here: Balance … Slow … Resolve … Focus … Content … ChooseRest.

Have you made any resolutions this year? What are your goals for 2025? Anyone else have a word of the year?

Fall wrap-up and wins

I’m trying to focus on wins. It’s easy to get caught up in everything that’s not done or things that didn’t go according to plan. December has arrived, and I’m feeling behind. But as I look back over the fall, I can see the progress I’ve made, and I realize I am moving forward.

Everything on my fall to-do list is done.

Outdoor furniture is in the barn. Eavestroughs are clean (I’m not as confident in the downspouts, but I hope they’re good enough for the winter). Septic tank is pumped. Chimney is swept (and we’ve been enjoying some lovely fires). Heat pump filter is clean. Outdoor water is off and hoses are hanging in the driveshed.

I completed my final task, chipping two piles of brush, last week. Then I moved the tractor up to the garage where it’s more convenient if we need it for snow .

My major focus for the fall was the barn: cleaning out more of Matt’s stuff and building the coop. Matt’s stuff is done. The coop, not so much. But I am aiming to get back to it between now and the end of the year, so I’m hopeful that I will see more progress soon.

I’m also starting to look ahead to some of the projects I want to do next year, and I’m very excited by what’s coming. With DIY there are always frustrations and delays. But there are also wins, whether it’s the fun of planning, the satisfaction of figuring out how to do something, or finally crossing a project off your list and enjoying the results of your work.

So today I’m celebrating the simple accomplishment of finishing my fall to-do list, and the bonus of a few more weeks to tackle a project that is important and interesting to me.

Anyone else have projects you’re trying to wrap up before the end of the year? How are you feeling about your accomplishments this year? Is your house ready for winter?

Odds & sods

Fall sunrise in the country

As we end the month, I am still reflecting on Remembrance Day, the US election, the state of the world, the future and my place in it.

Here are some links that have resonated with me.

“Voting can not be the only way we engage in our democracy… Real change demands ongoing engagement in our democracy–not just casing a ballot every four years.” – On Canada Project

Dear Mr. President – Jensen McRae

“If something horrible was happening to you and your people how would you want other people to respond?” – Viet Thanh Nguyen

Microdosing hope – Brené Brown

“The working poor are like the ultimate philanthropists. They are giving us their safety, their security, their time so that the rest of us can get stuff that’s cheap. There are a lot of costs to that kind of cheapness and we all bear them.” – Peter Goodman paraphrasing Barbara Ehrenreich

“You are awakening to the same country you fell asleep to.” – Venice Williams

“Black, Indigenous, Queer, Disabled Peoples are all still here, still doing the work that helps us all survive.” – Allen Salway

Looking for hope and working for change

Child's drawing of poppies

I want to write a message of hope this Remembrance Day. But for the last year, I have watched Israel’s war against Palestine and then last week the American election. It’s hard to find hope.

Self-interest. Power. Capitalism. Racism. They seem to be winning.

Over the past year, I have felt like public opinion has shifted. More people seem to recognize the wrong of Israel’s attacks. But our governments have not changed course. And watching the election last week, nothing has changed. I feel like people voted to maintain the status quo. To maintain their own status. I worry that Canada is on the same path.

No one wants to be inconvenienced.

More than 80 years ago, during World War 2, my grandfather left his family here in Canada. His wife. His three children. His home. He went to Europe and fought a war. His life was deeply affected for people he didn’t know, but for a cause he—and our government—believed in. I think about my grandfather.

I think about Indigenous peoples, Black people, Palestinian people whose lives are impacted everyday by injustice and inequality. I cannot speak for them, but I believe that for some it doesn’t matter who’s in charge. Liberal, PC, NDP, Democrat, Republican, they’re all the same. Perpetuating the same systems and the same injustices.

I think about myself. War, racism, discrimination, inequality, poverty–the evils of our world don’t impact me (so far). I get up in the morning. Get my daughter ready for school and go about my day. What reason do I have to disrupt my comfortable life?

In the aftermath of last week’s election, I have seen messages that we need community. We need to not rely on our governments and instead rely on each other. Not ourselves. Each other. We need to come together and work to change the world. I am feeling that strongly this Remembrance Day.

I think about my grandfather, World War 2 and Remembrance Day. I think about Ellie and her future in a world where people care most about themselves and are not willing to help others, to stop injustice, to change the world. What type of world do I want to be part of? How can I disrupt my comfortable life to help make that world happen?